Hi. Welcome to my blog. I am a 32-year-old Trans female. Here I will be documenting my experiences while I transition from male to female. Feel free to ask me any questions and I will do my best to answer every one. At this time I have not had any treatment. I have done enough research though to know that I am doing the right thing.
I am a musician. I sing and play the guitar. My voice right now is most definitely male. I hope that I will be able to train my voice to be more female sounding as I go through this process. This is one of my goals, though I understand it will probably never sound quite like how I want it to. My all time favourite female singer is dido. If I manage to get a voice even half as good as hers through training, that’d be really great.
Other things I enjoy are movies, novels, video games. In video games I have always preferred to select female characters, which is one of the things that ultimately led me to find out about who I am. This leads me to my second goal, which is to have a more feminine body. I want breasts, and curves, and the ability to put on a pretty dress and walk down the street without getting any funny looks.
My first step is to let my GP know and get myself referred to a Psychiatrist. This is going to be done very soon and I will ask to be put on Testosterone blockers as soon as possible. I wish I’d figured this out sooner. There were signs, more than just the video gaming preferences I mentioned above but I ignored them to try to fit in with my peers.
In conclusion. I am a bit frightened, but I know I’m doing the right thing here. I hope that by documenting my own experiences I will be able to help others who might go through the same thing. This’ll also help me, by putting to words my inner feelings I can try to sort through the jumble that is there, and lessen my fears. I hope you will find this blog informative, interesting, and entertaining. And if you have any questions, please just ask.